It bothers me a lot that I am so fucking unattractive. 

but I give you props for sticking around as long as you did because now a days no one does…

I’m the shit on tumblr, then at school I’m actually shit. 

nothing like spending my friday night on tumblr…..

I am a wreck. 

I want you in my life so bad. 

I always think about how it feels to commit suicide. Do you regret ever killing yourself on your last breath or are you happy because that’s all you always wanted all along..

I guess auto correct is trying to tell me something every time I start to type I love you, it changes love to live. So I guess I should just live my life without you.

I hate crying. I hate it. I hate it how weak and worthless I feel. I just wanna give up and idk. I’m so confused. I just want to be happy, is that too much to ask for? 

and I don’t wanna hurt no more, 
and I don’t wanna love no more 
especially if it causes this 
I don’t want no part of it 
because it hurts me so bad ..

I just want the pain to go away, today.